Can't believe it

I felt it 
The strong feelings that I never feel it before
See like normal
But still I can feel it
Surrounded by me 


It spread quickly
Faster than what I predicted
Fast till I felt helpless
Act like a scum 
I'm scared 
But who else can help me ?



This feelings just make me 
Felt uncomfortable
Hopeless 
Helpless
Numb
Sad


I hate this kind of feelings

I dun wan 
I won't let yours dream come true
Never ever


Still 
I felt horrible about you'll
Please dun ever come near me 
GOD BLESS ME !!!